14 Mar 2009

after Mysore, what are you going to do?

That is a panicking question.
When your cash is running low and the date on your return ticket couldn't be changed anymore, this question pops into your head like the bobbles in da fish tank. Alright, alright, stop making yourself worried sick before you actually do anything. Apply the yogic meditation skills that you've learned on this. First, focus on the panic feeling. What does it feels like when it happens to you? Well, it feels like ten thousand of horses roaming through my heart and I am choking from the dust storm. Alright, this doesn't work. Maybe the best thing to do is to cherish what is now happening to you than the unpredictable future. Yeah, if I could focus on now, I wouldn't be in such a distressed mode now. Or maybe I should focus on being distressed...FOCUS! Ah, Shiva, Ganesha, or some other three thousand Hindu gods, come help this poor girl...

No use.

I guess I can start meditating on the futility of trying to reach a solution...

Suggestions are welcome.